Sunday, September 28, 2008

Genius


     I have 3,384 songs on my iTunes and therefore have no on earthly idea what a third of those songs are. Sometimes I get into certain music moods and I want to listen to anything that sounds like I feel. But considering the fact that I am poorly educated on the contents of my library, I end up with about 15 minutes worth of songs.
     I didn't think it was possible but iTunes has created the cure to my plague. This gift from above is called the Genius Sidebar. All you do is click on one song you feel like listening to then click the Genius icon at the bottom right corner and it creates a playlist of up to 100 songs that are the same mood or ambiance if you will (and I do will). Then you enjoy!! You can even save the playlist or hit refresh if you aren't feelin the mix it created for you. Over time after it gathers information from your library and the playlists it makes improve every time!
     Even if you are very detailed about what music you download or what genres you like, Genius puts some songs together that you would never think of. It put Pink Floyd, Panic! At the Disco and Jay-Z together. 

I love Geniuses. 

Foreign Films

     I have never been very into foreign films. I guess I was just never introduced to any decent ones. This is all up until I saw two that completely changed my point of view. Les Choristes (The Chorus) and Der Untergang (The Downfall) are two of the best movies I've ever seen.
     Les Choristes is a French film about a teacher who is new to an all boys boarding school. The new teacher, Clement Mathieu, helps the troubled boys by turning them into a choir. (I know what you are thinking, Sister Act II, but this movie is 1,000 times better and the choir director in Les Choristes has eyebrows.) There is one boy in the film who causes an obscene amount of trouble and never speaks to anyone. This boy, Jean-Baptiste Maunier has the most amazing voice I have ever heard. I purchased the soundtrack immediately- Thank God for iTunes. 
     Der Untergang is an account of the last three days of Adolf Hitler's life. The story is retold by Traudl Junge, Hitler's secretary. This biography is extremely hard to watch, but at the same time it is very interesting to see the chaos that ensued as the Nazi Regime's defeat became inevitable. It is very surreal to witness a woman who served Hitler because she thought it was the greatest honor and slowly realized that the man she has devoted her life to serving, is a mass murder. The interview with Traudl Junge is one of a kind.

Go Rent These Now!!!
Here are some clips to get you interested...or just distract you from studying...either way ENJOY:

Les Choristes



Der Untergang

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Notecards

     I love notecards, to the point where it may be unhealthy. I used to a really big list person. I would write absolutely everything I needed to do for everyday on one sheet of loose-leaf paper and carry it around.
     However, I have evolved. I now have notecards in categories. Every class has its own card. Every other activity in my life has its own individual card. I even have a miscellaneous card where I put random stuff that either has no category or there is no real reason to have listed it in the first place!
      Then those notecards go into different color coded boxes. I keep the most important ones that I need to do in an open box on my desk, in chronological order of when they need to get done. I'm very sick...I think I need some help. I'll put that on my list...

Friday, September 26, 2008

Reverse Racism

...or should we just say racism? Isn't it the exact same thing? I think it is. The idea that one race is better than another is absurd. However that is not the issue at hand. The fact that one's nwere oppressed does not mean that the people three generations later owe hem anything. This entry was inspired by true events.
Justin is a student in his junior year at the University of Pennsylvania. He is a business major in The Wharton School of Business and a basketball player. Justin has been writing spoken word for around four years. For those who are unfamiliar, spoken word is a form of poetry performed either with music or without. (If you are interested type in Spoken Word or Excelano on YouTube a ton of performances pop up!) After sharing some of his pieces with some well known spoken word artists, he continuously got positive feedback on his work. He was even encouraged to audition for Excelano.
Excelano is a group at UPenn that is well known for their talent in writing a performing spoken word. Excelano performs in various competitions and has a great reputation. They have opened for several artists on tour such as Busta Rhyms. The group has very competitive try outs every year and is extremely selective about who joins. However the group's criteria does not only include talent, but appearance, or should I say ethnicity. Needless to say when Justin tried out this past year he was told that he was extremely talented...for a white poet. 
After much controversy they denied Justin the spot in Excelano with no explanation, no advice on how to improve (if need be) and no encouragement to try again next year. Justin was confused, why was he encouraged to try out by so many members if he was just to be turned down. Later he came to find out that the only thing was the color of his skin. Interesting. Can one claim that this is justified? I don't think so, but I would love to hear the argument. 
Justin convinced himself that it was all behind him and he kept writing. He let all of his frustration out through poetry. Though he could barely go a day without hearing someone express disappointment or shock that he was not initiated. It was not until a few months ago that Justin received an e-mail to change his mind. The President of Excelano from this past year (his Sophomore year) e-mailed Justin to apologize for what happened and beg that he audition again. The President had been keeping up with Justin's spoken word and realized that he had made a mistake. Justin thought it over, took some advice from his family and decided he would try one last time. But that he would not let this decide whether he was a good poet or not. 
The tryouts are tonight at 10pm on Penn Campus. Justin is not even sure that if he is chosen, if he will accpet the invitation. But tonight he will perform the poem that he wrote shortly after the last audition. 
No good comes from any form of racism no matter who it is aimed towards. Whether it's against Hispanics, Whites, Blacks, Asians, Indians, or any other race. It is all wrong. Not only does it injure the group it is directed toward but it decays the quality of life of the human being that uttered it. No prejudice towards any group is worse or better than that towards another. Regardless to the amount of oppression our ancestors went through, no one should be discriminated against. No one. 

I chose to blog about this subject not only because it frustrates me that it is year 2008 and we are still dealing with such ignorant and narrow minded situations, but also because it's a little closer to your heart when it happens to your older brother. 

Here is the piece that Justin will be performing tonight

Response

She said...'I guess your ok, for a white poet'

As if my pale skin tone walks side by side with my ability to iterate
lyrical undertone and the throne of passion cannot rise above ethnic boundaries,
and this realm we call poetry is fixed vastly
in a place without growth,
as the DNA slips from my fingertips onto words consequently perceived
without merit, any parrot
can regurgitate lyrical styling but
when i get on the mic and start wylin'... my peers close their ears,
because some day in the future I've been judged on past,

that my green eyez could never have seen the face of sorrow,
as my powder colored hands have never reached into tattered pockets to 
find nothing but keys,
my lips have never touched the forehead of a fallen colleague,
and we've never played mind sweep,
on college park boulevard,
dodging land mines while tryin' to land mine,
and I've never spent time with my mind
on snake eyez,
so as I break ties
my voice falls on deaf ears,

because clearly I could have never felt the slightest resemblance of struggle,
cause my kind always stares from bedroom windows at the mailman
passing through my white picket fence,
I don't even have the right to picket since
...I've never been wronged,
so whether I write poems or write songs,
I will always have that ghostly white cloud hanging over my head,
and the ceiling above my bed
is the floor beneath their feet,
so as I rise up and accomplish a feat...cunning or clever,
even if my shit is wack...I get an E for effort,
so thurs no added pressure
because the bar has been set at eye level
...like you said level the playin field,
and the weapon I wield
is comprehension...no not comprehensive,
because that would be a scary thought
...to think my words should be heard,

but I can explain it to you in a word...self-preservation,
maybe that's one and half but when they laugh
and say i've gone off the reservation,
Reilly...huh someone must have lost my invitation to the show,
funny I much prefer the glow
of two than the bushel basket of eight,
so lets get one thing str8... I can go on forever,
and God knows I want to badly,
but imma be the bigger man and let you tapp out...just say Daddy,
gladly ill walk the road from here to the stable,
don't worry they know where to find me...ill be at the white table. 

I'll let you know what happens tonight! 
If you are interested in seeing more of Justin Reilly's work you can see them on his Facebook in the notes section. 

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

FIVE




Whether we are willing to admit it or not, every woman goes through some sort of struggle, some form of pain, insecurity, self-hatred. And at some point we all feel alone, when the truth of the matter is, we are united 
through our grief. Project Five is one step in the right direction towards helping women realize we can unite and support each other through the moments that define us. 

Five is an independent film under the umbrella of Candlewik productions that represents Five characteristics of one women in Five different stages of growth. All Five women in the film represent one form of the process of the struggle towards self discovery.

From the first time I heard the proposal for Five I knew it was going to be life changing. It seems as though it chose me with a magnetic force. I am part of Five because I have been there. I have experienced a decent amount of insecurity and self-hatred. I feel that it is my responsibility to help. My character is actually an exaggeration of myself. She goes through every emotion I have but magnified so that it can reach everyone on a larger scale. All of the women cast in Five could not possibly be any different from each other. But no matter how dissimilar we are we all still connect on the same level. We connect and energy is passed through us when we come together. We feel each other's pain because we have all gone through similar emotions before. It is as if we are all parts of one body as a whole but each unique in every other way. It is incredibly comforting to know that you are not alone. To know we all suffer the same roller-coaster of emotions and confusing events in our lives. 

The topics we discuss in Five are so incredibly universal I cannot imagine a woman not being able to relate to them. This is a film about real everyday issues that people suffer from for years, and that some never come to terms with. Five is here to exclaim that message to all women. The message that we have the choice to take what is thrown at us and use it for the good. I want to be part of this message. I want to help women be themselves, rejoice in the fact that they are different and to decide how their lives will turn out. I am honored to be a part of this movement and will not give up until lives are changed.


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